24th July 2022 

TITLE: Music Notes: Tales from an American Singer 
Star Rating: 5 Stars! 
Unputdownable or Putdownable: Unputdownable 
Who’s it For: Lovers of music – and a well-written 
short story 

‘A lively, atmospheric set of shorts packed full of 
the highs and lows of being a singer.’ A ‘Wishing 
Shelf’ Book Review 

It ́s always fun to find a totally original book to 
enjoy. And this is! Basically, it ́s an insight into 
the life of different singers. Although not 
biographical, I suspect there ́s a lot of  ́truth ́ to 
them as the author, a singer herself, offers the 
reader an insight into the world of life on (and off) 
the stage. 
I must say, I very much enjoyed this set of shorts. 
The author is a strong, STRONG writer, who puts 
across the ups and downs of being a singer in a 
lively, atmospheric way. The book ́s strength is the 
charasmatic characters who (almost literally) jump 
off the page. And every character seems very 
different; I particularly enjoyed getting to know the 
drummer in Two For Nothing who ends up naked but for 
a big, sappy smile! 

In terms of the readership, I think most people who 
enjoy a short, snappy story will find this book 
enjoyable. But I would mostly recommend it to music 
lovers or, indeed, youngster looking at embarking on 
a career in the music industry. Yes, it ́s all very 
tongue-in-cheek, but there ́s an element of  ́this is 
what happens in the music world ́ and, trust me, it ́s 
a bit of an eye-opener! 

-A ‘Wishing Shelf’ Book Review 

An Amazing Coming of Age Story September 20, 2019 Walk Until Sunrise is the astounding—and in the end, heartening—coming-of-age story of a fifteen-year old American girl. Her arduous, often dangerous trek is at times almost magical. The author’s attention to detail and ear for dialogue immediately draw the reader into the story, which begins at a point in time just before that of the final chapters. Sitting on a bench above the Rio Grande in Las Cruces, fifteen- year-old Heather is absolute in her resolve to stay there “until I was no more.” “I wasn’t suicidal,” she says, “I had just given up.” A man passing by interrupts her intense focus on willing herself into non-existence. “You are bothering me,” she tells him angrily. “Please go away. Leave me alone.” We get a first sense of her strength of will. In spite of his obvious concern for her, he leaves. And she resumes her determined effort. Then the story takes us back to her beginnings in Minneapolis, seemingly living the American Dream. She has a big sister, a beautiful mother, a wealthy father, “two chihuahuas, a parakeet, three cars, and a white picket fence.” But we soon learn the truth. She tells us that all she hears her father talk about is “food, money, and how he’s going to blow my mother’s head off one day.” He holds—we get the feeling, has held, more than once— the five- and six-year-old sisters on his lap as he pulls the gun out of a near-by drawer to demonstrate just how. Their mother manages a get-away, disguised as an adventure. At first, it’s a wonderful trip. But soon, things grow dark, and then darker. For the last leg of Heather’s long journey, she is, by choice, on her own. Along the way she meets too many who only appear to want to help, and instead exploit her. But always, there are some who are true allies. Joseph Campbell, known for his description of the Hero’s Journey, says, “It is by going down into the abyss that we recover the treasures of life. Where you stumble, there lies your treasure.” And Heather does go down into that abyss. The author introduces the reader to some unforgettable characters who teach her about the human capacity for both horrifying evil and selfless good. Because of her honest gaze at herself, Heather gains self-knowledge, another treasure. And she manages to maintain her willingness to trust others—though more wisely than at first. What is best about Heather’s character is that she keeps going no matter what obstacles she encounters—at least until she reaches that bench above the Rio Grande. Wait Until Sunrise is an amazing, wonderful book. In spite of the darkness along the way, at its heart, it is inspiring. I recommend it highly. Judy Bebelaar” - Judy Bebelaar
An honest, unflinching, tightly crafted look at the life of a teen runaway--from the inside. A stunning memoir of loss and redemption.”

The BookLife Prize

J.J. Maze’s Walk Until Sunrise is a literary tour de force. The author’s story is by turns exhilarating and horrifying, and, throughout it all, Heather’s spirit and raw courage shine through. I loved following as she took buses from Ojai to Ventura and found the ocean’s waves to be her healing muse, and those heady times when she discovered that the attic was a safe place where she could learn to be herself, immune from her mother’s often toxic presence and the trauma that was a daily part of her existence. I couldn’t help but worry as she sat in the bus station in San Diego and waited, and then my fears were heightened after she was dropped off in Vegas by the station maintenance man who had befriended her. Her accounts of her ordeals in Vegas, particularly at the hands of David and then Slick, are more horrifying than most fictional accounts, particularly because they were real. And the description of her escape from Vegas and her walk through the desert is masterfully presented and unforgettable. I had to remind myself a number of times that this was, indeed, a memoir and not fiction, as it read so very well. I will be watching for future literary works from J.J. Maze. Her harrowing memoir is a masterpiece. Walk Until Sunrise is most highly recommended.” - Jack Magnus

Reader's Favorite

Walk Until Sunrise. J.J. Maze. Page Publishing, Inc., November 15, 2017, Trade Paperback and E-book, 254 pages. Reviewed by Gerry Souter. J. J. Maze’s memoir, Walk Until Sunrise, is a visceral tale of a girl’s journey from childhood to late teenage years. The story, and the older-than-her-years voice of the narrator, create a world like that of Holden Caulfield in Catcher in the Rye and Jack Kerouac in On the Road. Maze opens the book with a combination of trauma and self-reflection: “I broke down in Las Cruces, New Mexico. “Making one last feeble attempt to join in, to partake of, to affiliate myself with civilization, I politely responded in the affirmative to a young bohemian-looking photographer leaning against his green van. He wanted to take pictures of me down by the Rio Grande River. I was highly amused at my ability to actually be flattered by this invitation in spite of . . . and how willingly and instantaneously I reverted to my overdramatic level of angst-ridden teenage vanity and self-consciousness. Oh, my gawd! My hair wasn’t done, and the faded yellow T-shirt with the peeling parrot decal looked tacky! I must be okay . . . sane . . . perfectly fine if I was able to care about these things.” The author—called “Heather” by her fractured family—has every good reason to check on the state of her sanity. A light tan, mixed-race child in a fatherless household, with a fractured younger sister and dominated by a white mother, Heather is beautiful on the outside, but bipolar on the inside. Her mother fills the home with wall-to-wall anxiety and a string of sexual partners dragged home to beat the sheets, while Heather and Sis stay out of the way. Mom’s sexual appetites twist her perception, so that she sees Heather as a similarly sex-starved nymphomaniac requiring constant watching and discipline. Heather has a natural gift for music, but her lack of self-esteem, overshadowing self-doubt, and destructive self-punishment eventually drive her from home, hitch-hiking somewhere, anywhere. Being on the road is nothing new for Heather. She had already experienced intervals of living with her mother and sister in their car after being driven from home due to her mother’s lack of rent money, eccentric behavior, and paranoid fears. Following her departure from home, Heather hurls herself into a nomadic world of characters—good, bad and surreal—testing her sexuality and easing herself in and out of her chromium-plated shell of self-loathing/loving to blend in with various hippy, bohemian, life-affirming, amateur criminal situations into which she caroms like a pin-ball. As with Holden and Kerouac, Heather’s internal dialog dwells between beat-down realities and thinly-crafted safety nets sustaining her ability to keep seeking a better place just down the block, down the road, or across the map. Gradually, she hones her end game. At the finish of her journal, having come full circle, she leaves the reader—like Holden and Kerouac—with an open-ended hope. This is a riveting read and to anyone—like this reviewer—who has felt the road under foot and the wind at their back will find a kindred spirit in Heather in Walk Until Sunrise.” - Gerry Souter

Windy City Reviews

I enjoyed reading (I think it would be better to say, I enjoyed the experience of) "Walk Until Sunrise" by J. J. Maze which is an extraordinary story of how a young girl grew up with great difficulty and how she survived alone - a teenage girl on the streets. The author dedicates her book to "People who look and actually see. Told in the first person, the pages wrenched the heart out of me as I read the heartbreaking pages of what this girl went through, and I did, for perhaps the first time in my life, actually "see" and feel the pain of what she went through. It is certainly a tough world out there and for a teenage girl to endure the cruel selfish world is a highly emotional story which brought tears to my eyes. J.J. tells her story as it happened which makes it even more moving. I am not the same person I was before I began reading this book and thank you J.J. for writing this and making me for the first time "see" and not just "look." I hope more people read your amazing story.”

Team Golfwell Reviews